since fang jing just emailed me these photos.. i'd thought i would just upload it. (: 1st time i had so much fun kboxing. thanks for coming into my life! you guys brought so much joy and laughter! from lunchtime.. to winnie-the-pooh tumblers day.. to suffocating in the compactor's.. to hanging out at the fax machine.. to all the snacking in the office.. to sinba, strepsils, honky, cardigan, lor mee, white specs, brown/blue/green shirt, the godfather, the uncles, batman's best friend, cow, hua hua.. to everything. i will never forget every single one of you!

thank you God.. for letting us meet.

you know.. sometimes we would ask ourselves.

even as church-goers, bible-believers, christians.

what if God isnt real?
whats the point of going to church?
why do i even need God, even if He is real?
i mean.. i lived the majority of my life up to this point fine what.
i didnt die, didnt kill anyone, i have a life, friends, family.
im fine.. i can manage to live life even without God.

but today.. as i stepped into church for the dont-know-how-many-th time, as the familiar routine of praise and worship began, God began to show me why all over again.

the presence of God.

i cant explain why.. but even if im down, upset, happy, frustrated, anxious, excited, whatever i was feeling: the presence of God in worship just fulfills me. i cant see it, it doesnt talk audibly or do magic tricks. but somehow.. i just feel satisfied. i feel loved. i feel Him.

so i know why i go to church.. because His presence is there. right in the house of God. something which i bring away with me.. like the smell of the church aircon on my clothes. i bring it home, i bring it everywhere i go for the rest of the week til i am recharged again.

amazing right.

to touch the living God.

(:

i slept at 4am last night.

miraculously i woke up for work and was more or less like energetic the whole day. i actually lasted til abt 5plus before i started to feel like a zombie. after that i did some chionging frm dhoby mrt to toa payoh stadium and finally bishan where i watched a lovely korean drama after a fantastic dinner at heng tong yan's house! followed by the most gorgeous and 'disturbingly delicious' dessert!! my goodness. its so yummy. and so SMALL. tiny things! 6 in a box for like $12.60 - what i would really call daylight robbery. and then tong got her gramps to send me and kim all the way home. thanks so much tong! and tong's gramps (he's so cute may i kidnap him tong? :D)

havent enjoyed myself like that in such a long time. haha. sound quite deprived right. haha but i guess i just havent been couch-potato-ing! oh, the days of non-stop korean dramas in bed. wake at 1pm, cook some instant noodles and have it in front the tv, watch til mum reaches home at abt 7ish, have dinner, and then use the computer/watch other tv with my family members. haha. insane right. i actually lost weight that way. completely bizarre. spent so much time stuck in front of that tv that i barely snacked or ate much. cos my room is like 3rd floor and kitchen 1st. hah. i can chiong like one korean drama (abt 16 episodes) in 2 days. or less. muahaha. i became one with the bed. almost. (:

tmr is jesse's last day at work. sigh. gonna miss her. everyone's quitting. oh well. on the day when everyone quits, we are going to go out like nobody's business okay! swimming sentosa kboxing shopping eating clubbing movieing everything!

we keep adding and subtracting, but everyone of you is special to me. you made everyday at work something to look forward to. thanks guys!

im sick. please pray for me! *coughs*

the figure in the distance walking like the weight of the world was on his shoulders. eyes on the ground, feet dragging along the pavement. every step mirroring the heavy heart on the inside.

it reminded me of myself just a few days ago.

today as i eventually overtook this guy, i thought hey! im not like that today. i've already found the strength. to overcome that emo-ness, that depression.

my walk didn't become easier or shorter. its still that same 15 minutes with more uphills than downhills, leaving me tired and sweating. but now i walk with joy in every step.

with purpose. because i know. my God is there for me. He will guide me in the darkness. because He called me.. He will not abandon me.

so i can hope.

i can look forward to tomorrow.

and have faith that i can achieve the impossible (:

i love You!

i love my life!

legacy in the making.

every minute counts.

time spent with everyone, time building relationships, time building pple, time building God's kingdom.

to focus.

to be a master at what i do, whenever i do it.

to give it my all and best when i have allocated time for it.

to complete it and excel in it.

this is the way i should move now on..

not to be a jack of all trades and master of none.

i will trust You for the grace and strength. just like that day in my darkest moment.. in the dark and lonely road.. You were there. i just felt Your strength took over my exhausted heart. thank You.

i know i can do this. because i am called!

this is why i love my life.. it counts. (:

“O My Father, if this cup cannot pass away from Me unless I drink it, Your will be done.” Matthew 26:42

i love balloons. they look gorgeous when they fly away into the clouds and the blue, blue sky.

haha.

im really such a hopeless romantic.

but i love the beauty of God's creation.

the trees, the grass, the wind, the flowers.. they amaze me.

comtemplative style?

a little bit.

nature brings peace.

to just close your eyes and soak in the beauty.

thats what i love to do in the presence of God.

had pos prac today! really hope more pple will join us. and experience the joy! unforgettable experience every year. hope the music will be done. the dance and the cheer and the stunts! haha am thinking of being a base. sigh. from flyer to base! i really ought to watch my weight. must jiayou!

ok. need sleep.

'When you're doing what you're not supposed to be doing its distracted futility.' Phil Pringle.

the power of focus!

nothing can save me now.

im so thankful for grace.

im trying. help me to give my best.

(:

IM HOME EARLY TODAY.

yes. i must rest early!

haha.

ok. after i make good use of this time by investing in my haizimen.

ahh so exciting!! easter is here :D

cant wait for service.

and sunday!! to go crazy KBOXING with my hsbc xiao mei gang. woohoo!

oh i bought lotsa new clothes, necklace, new earphones and a new phone over the weekend. thanks mummy! so blessed (:

'For I, the Lord Your God, will hold your right hand, saying to you, 'Fear not, I will help you.' Isiah 41:13

I HAVE NO TIME TO BLOG.

ok.

this is really expected.

haha.

blogs are high maintenance.

not that pple read, but i think its good to keep writing.

expressing, organising, visualising.

'Discipline and concentration are a matter of being interested.' Tom Kite

really like this quote!

my destiny lies in my decisions.

hwaiting! :D

jing
19
child of God
future nus fass
ascian old girl

loves God, loves the people in her life, loves life!

since fang jing just emailed me these photos.. i'd thought i would just upload it. (: 1st time i had so much fun kboxing. thanks for coming into my life! you guys brought so much joy and laughter! from lunchtime.. to winnie-the-pooh tumblers day.. to suffocating in the compactor's.. to hanging out at the fax machine.. to all the snacking in the office.. to sinba, strepsils, honky, cardigan, lor mee, white specs, brown/blue/green shirt, the godfather, the uncles, batman's best friend, cow, hua hua.. to everything. i will never forget every single one of you!

thank you God.. for letting us meet.

you know.. sometimes we would ask ourselves.

even as church-goers, bible-believers, christians.

what if God isnt real?
whats the point of going to church?
why do i even need God, even if He is real?
i mean.. i lived the majority of my life up to this point fine what.
i didnt die, didnt kill anyone, i have a life, friends, family.
im fine.. i can manage to live life even without God.

but today.. as i stepped into church for the dont-know-how-many-th time, as the familiar routine of praise and worship began, God began to show me why all over again.

the presence of God.

i cant explain why.. but even if im down, upset, happy, frustrated, anxious, excited, whatever i was feeling: the presence of God in worship just fulfills me. i cant see it, it doesnt talk audibly or do magic tricks. but somehow.. i just feel satisfied. i feel loved. i feel Him.

so i know why i go to church.. because His presence is there. right in the house of God. something which i bring away with me.. like the smell of the church aircon on my clothes. i bring it home, i bring it everywhere i go for the rest of the week til i am recharged again.

amazing right.

to touch the living God.

(:

i slept at 4am last night.

miraculously i woke up for work and was more or less like energetic the whole day. i actually lasted til abt 5plus before i started to feel like a zombie. after that i did some chionging frm dhoby mrt to toa payoh stadium and finally bishan where i watched a lovely korean drama after a fantastic dinner at heng tong yan's house! followed by the most gorgeous and 'disturbingly delicious' dessert!! my goodness. its so yummy. and so SMALL. tiny things! 6 in a box for like $12.60 - what i would really call daylight robbery. and then tong got her gramps to send me and kim all the way home. thanks so much tong! and tong's gramps (he's so cute may i kidnap him tong? :D)

havent enjoyed myself like that in such a long time. haha. sound quite deprived right. haha but i guess i just havent been couch-potato-ing! oh, the days of non-stop korean dramas in bed. wake at 1pm, cook some instant noodles and have it in front the tv, watch til mum reaches home at abt 7ish, have dinner, and then use the computer/watch other tv with my family members. haha. insane right. i actually lost weight that way. completely bizarre. spent so much time stuck in front of that tv that i barely snacked or ate much. cos my room is like 3rd floor and kitchen 1st. hah. i can chiong like one korean drama (abt 16 episodes) in 2 days. or less. muahaha. i became one with the bed. almost. (:

tmr is jesse's last day at work. sigh. gonna miss her. everyone's quitting. oh well. on the day when everyone quits, we are going to go out like nobody's business okay! swimming sentosa kboxing shopping eating clubbing movieing everything!

we keep adding and subtracting, but everyone of you is special to me. you made everyday at work something to look forward to. thanks guys!

im sick. please pray for me! *coughs*

the figure in the distance walking like the weight of the world was on his shoulders. eyes on the ground, feet dragging along the pavement. every step mirroring the heavy heart on the inside.

it reminded me of myself just a few days ago.

today as i eventually overtook this guy, i thought hey! im not like that today. i've already found the strength. to overcome that emo-ness, that depression.

my walk didn't become easier or shorter. its still that same 15 minutes with more uphills than downhills, leaving me tired and sweating. but now i walk with joy in every step.

with purpose. because i know. my God is there for me. He will guide me in the darkness. because He called me.. He will not abandon me.

so i can hope.

i can look forward to tomorrow.

and have faith that i can achieve the impossible (:

i love You!

i love my life!

legacy in the making.

every minute counts.

time spent with everyone, time building relationships, time building pple, time building God's kingdom.

to focus.

to be a master at what i do, whenever i do it.

to give it my all and best when i have allocated time for it.

to complete it and excel in it.

this is the way i should move now on..

not to be a jack of all trades and master of none.

i will trust You for the grace and strength. just like that day in my darkest moment.. in the dark and lonely road.. You were there. i just felt Your strength took over my exhausted heart. thank You.

i know i can do this. because i am called!

this is why i love my life.. it counts. (:

“O My Father, if this cup cannot pass away from Me unless I drink it, Your will be done.” Matthew 26:42

i love balloons. they look gorgeous when they fly away into the clouds and the blue, blue sky.

haha.

im really such a hopeless romantic.

but i love the beauty of God's creation.

the trees, the grass, the wind, the flowers.. they amaze me.

comtemplative style?

a little bit.

nature brings peace.

to just close your eyes and soak in the beauty.

thats what i love to do in the presence of God.

had pos prac today! really hope more pple will join us. and experience the joy! unforgettable experience every year. hope the music will be done. the dance and the cheer and the stunts! haha am thinking of being a base. sigh. from flyer to base! i really ought to watch my weight. must jiayou!

ok. need sleep.

'When you're doing what you're not supposed to be doing its distracted futility.' Phil Pringle.

the power of focus!

nothing can save me now.

im so thankful for grace.

im trying. help me to give my best.

(:

IM HOME EARLY TODAY.

yes. i must rest early!

haha.

ok. after i make good use of this time by investing in my haizimen.

ahh so exciting!! easter is here :D

cant wait for service.

and sunday!! to go crazy KBOXING with my hsbc xiao mei gang. woohoo!

oh i bought lotsa new clothes, necklace, new earphones and a new phone over the weekend. thanks mummy! so blessed (:

'For I, the Lord Your God, will hold your right hand, saying to you, 'Fear not, I will help you.' Isiah 41:13

I HAVE NO TIME TO BLOG.

ok.

this is really expected.

haha.

blogs are high maintenance.

not that pple read, but i think its good to keep writing.

expressing, organising, visualising.

'Discipline and concentration are a matter of being interested.' Tom Kite

really like this quote!

my destiny lies in my decisions.

hwaiting! :D

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